haven't blogged for a while now. :P haha. oh well. :)

my cousin, ate Ann threw a house party last night in celebration of her 19th birthday[though the exact date of her birthday is on the 9th :)]. We thought that it would still be better if the party was on a weekend. there were no formal invitations but the party was open exclusively to the people that ate had invited personally. :) it was nice that way, i/we knew more than half of the guests and we were pretty sure that there were no eat-and-go people. :P hehe.

:)

[survey from Bea's multiply :)]
Rules:
List the names that you are called by and name the people who call you by these names.
1.Kat - friends, acquaintances. [var: ate Kat - younger cousins, younger friends & jessica e. :)]
2. Kat-kat - elementary friends, when we were still elementary students :P
3. Katrisha - Maksci teachers, friends, my mom
4. Trish - ate ann & friends, friends sa workshop, block10[summer] friends, cousins[fatherside], uncles, aunts, ninongs, ninangs, elizha & chie[elem. bestfriends]
5. Katchie - darien[minsan Katchiyayow], auntie connie
6. Katre - Manong Nado & Manong Inoy [my grandfather's brothers :)]
7. Katrina - Manong Gilen & Manong Nado[sometimes]
8. ate Katch-katch-catch the ball!! - john paul
9. Katswissa - Kuya Donz & Kuya Alex[workshop instructors/choreos. :P]
10. Kats/Katz - karla[slu friend] & some other blk 5 friends :)
11. Ghez - francine & michaella :))
12. Heart - francince, michaella, maiko :)
13. Sis - zarah, karla b[sometimes :P], bro[kevin :)]
14. Katrishanak - armand & patrizia
15. Anak - armand, patrizia, nichelle, regine
16. Tresya/Katresya - elderly relatives
17. Babes - si babes ko XD [kuya christian :P]
18. Baby/Bebe - ate daisy :)
19. Ms. Encarnacion - SLU instructors :)
20. Encarr - Sir Lucas XD
21. Cuz - karla b :)
22. Bhez - mea :), zarah[sometimes :P]
23. Ka-de - armand
24. Girlfriend - jed v. :P
25. Katnessss - froi :)))
26. Girl - zarah, baguio friends[pag nalilimutan nila name ko :P]
27. Pusa - bro[kevin]
28. Bestbud - dodeng :)
29. teddybear - angeline :)

:)) yun lang.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: yup. :)
B - BIRTHDAY: nov 14, 1991
C - CRUSHING ON: ja! [tsk]
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: orange juice
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: vincent
F - FAVORITE SONG: Linger by The Cranberries
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: squirmy wormies. :P
H - HOMETOWN: makati city & baguio city
I - IN LOVE WITH: ja?!?!?!
J - JUGGLE: two balls. very slight.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: never, dude, NEVER. :))
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: baguiooooo.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: ch-ch-ch-CHOCOLATE <3
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 0 :))
O - ONE WISH: ja, come back, please? :(
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mommy dear. :P
R- REASON TO SMILE: iiii. :))
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Chicken Noodle Soup :))
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6:35am-ish. :))
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: black & white . :P
V - VEGETABLE(S): broc. :)
W - WORST HABIT: up&down-ing.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: chest.
Y – YOYOS ARE: fun fun fun!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio

Random Questions About You
Spell your name without vowels: ktrsh nglc dcpd ncrncn
What color do you wear most?: red :)
Least favorite color?: orange. blah!
What are you listening to?: restaurant city sounds. nyaha.
Are you happy with your life right now?: yeah, surrrre.
What is your favorite class in school?: english. :)
When do you start back at school/college? june 8.
Are you outgoing?: i believe so. :)
Favorite pair of shoes?: blue-green hippie chucks :))
Where do you wish you were right now?: ma-ma-manila :)

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: i can walk, i can dance. :P
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: haven't tried it yet. hehe.
Can you whistle?: oh yes, i can. :)
Write with both hands?: nope. my L hand's only talent is pouring med syrups on spoons. :P
Walk with your toes curled?: nope.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: nah. :P
Do you believe in miracles?: yup. :)
Do you believe in magic?: no, i do not.
Love at first sight?: no. haha.
Do you believe in Satan?: yah.
Do you believe in Santa?: nope. i used to, though. :))
Do you know how to swim? yes, i do. :)
Do you like roller coasters?: yup. :)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: no. haha.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes :)
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes :)
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes :)
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes :)
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes :)

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: 16-20 degrees? :)
What radio station do you listen to?: Magic 89.9
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: macx box [sp?] :P
What was the last thing you bought?: movie tickets :)
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: TV Patrol :)

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: haven't been online for a while now.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: ja. :[
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: zoe :))

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out: yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes. :)
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: slight? haha.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: sure :)
What can make you happy?: 3 F's: Family, Friends & FOOOOOD! haha. :P
Do you wish you were happier?: yes :)
Can music make you happy?: yes!

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: a lot.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? i'd die for my mother. but i guess that's kind of instinctive.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: black.
Current piercings?: ears.
Have any tattoos? i had the non-permanent ones, loads 'a times :))
Eye color?: dark brown :)

IN A GIRL/BOY:
Favorite eye color: dark brown. :)
Short or long hair: either, as long as it looks clean :)
Height: tall or taller :)
Best clothing: as long as it's not over-reaching/trying hard, it's fine by me :)

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: nope :)
Mooned someone: naaah.
Ran away from home: ran away one afternoon, came back on the evening thereafter.
Laughed so hard you cried: yah. haha. :P
Cried in school: yes.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yup. :P
Gone skinny dipping: nope.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: juice :)
McDonald's or Burger King: BK :)
Single or Group Dates: single :)
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate <3
Strawberries or Blueberries: s :)
Meat or Veggies: BOTH :)
TV or Movie: movie. :)
Guitar or Drums?: guitar :)
Adidas or Nike: nike. :)
Chinese or Mexican: mexican. :)
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn flakes :)
Cake or Pie: neither.
MTV or VH1: MTV. :)

[weh? asan banda ka na ngayon, ha?]

i'm not bitter, okay? it's been so long since stuff happened and ended, and i'm glad to say that i'm way over it. it's just that i've found a folder in one of my cds here, and it's full of messages from someone i'm not very comfortable mentioning of. it sucks, kasi i'm reading the messages, and all i could do now is to laugh, and wala lang, laugh pa rin. laugh of how innocent i was then, how gullible and vulnerable i was. puro banat lang eh, cheesey, mushy banats.

i guess it happens when you're so into someone, the shallowness of the things they say won't really occur to you until a something happens between you and the other, and the relationship can't take it. of course you'll cry, you'll cry for hours, days, months, what have you. until the time comes that you're ready to say that you're no longer affected with whatever there is to do with the other.

*if you're into someone, don't believe every single sweet nothing they say. give yourself the benefit of the doubt every once in a while. so that when things don't go too well, you wouldn't get too disappointed for letting yourself believe of so much crap. :) take it from someone who has learned her lesson. :)